Monday, January 26, 2009

But I Can't Run


I hear this time and time again from the non-runners I encounter. They label me "crazy" and a "glutton for punishment." In addition, I often hear..."I would love to run...but I just can't." While there are truly some people who, because of a medical condition, cannot run, the majority of people can run, they just don’t want to.

I started my first running career in high school on the track and cross country teams. I was not necessarily in love with running, I just like the team aspect of the sport and found a sense of belonging in this community.

My second running career started just after my 35 birthday. With my children in preschool and elementary school, I found myself looking for a way to take off the weight that I have been losing and regaining through yo-yo dieting and on-again-off-again exercise programs. I was fat, discouraged and depressed and was the first to say, but I can’t run!

When I finally decided that I wanted to become a runner again, the first thing I discovered was that things did not move as easily as they did in my teens. I had extra curves and baggage that I wasn’t carrying around in my youth. I was also not able to just get out there and do it. I had to take it slow.

My program started just before Christmas. I ran a whopping half mile before I had to walk. I continued my walk/run program for several weeks, until I was able to go a full mile without hyperventilating. By Valentine’s day I was able to run five miles at a slow and steady pace and just after St. Patrick’s Day I ran my first half marathon.
Now entering my fourth decade of life, I still continue to run. For me it has become a therapy of sorts. It allows me to push myself to limits I thought were out of reach. Some people ask me if I always love running. To which I answer a whole hearted “No.” However, I always qualify this “No” with the statement, "I never regret going for a run." Even though it may feel horrible and I might dread every step, when I finish I know I have accomplished something.
So for those of you who say, “I can’t run,” know that if you truly want to run, you really can do it!

1 comment:

  1. Just found your blog from you following Reason to Run (my wife's race hosting company).

    We totally relate to "No, I don't always love running but I never regret going for a run".

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